Argh!.. Should I be complaining or not?

Life is so interesting.. Things that seem so impt to you may be dirt to other people.. basically things that people dun have will be gems and things that they already have will be shit...

I have been suffering from lack of concentration lately.. it's not realli deal to loss of sleep...hopefully i can solve the prob soon... exam is around the corner... damn... and life has not been smooth for me.. I think i'm realli getting superstitious liao..It must be the fact that i 犯太歲 this yr.. I dunno why every small thing that i would love to have or do.. just won't come no matter how hard i try... last sem i complaint of not having enough friends to go out with. I deserve it cos i never join any anything.. but then now after going for 3 trips 4 camps during the 3 mths holiday plus the fact that i constantly keeping myself friendly and not shy, i am still with myself.... engin friends are there to sit with during lecture or to tackle tutorial together.. but most engineers just dun like to go out together.. if they do, they will just go out with people from outside engin... My brain tells me this does not make sense but I feel this is the case for the majority of enign.. why is engin such a sad place? or engineers are just too busy.. by the way... am i realli that slack? i give abt 6-8 hrs of tuition every week, went for badminton on friday and lindi hop on tuesday... i'm actually super busy.. just that I think i'm in need of someone who share same background as me and would be willing to talk to me.. i have been thinking i'm a quiet, introverted person.. recently then i realised that i was plain lazy to talk... i'm infact a talkative person.. i like to talk, cherish the moments i chit chat with friends...

I was told by many friends that there are many NUS people who like to sing.. so far i only meet one. got to thank her for that.. but i would love to meet more such people lor.. can't be pestering her all the time to go sing with me right?.. and i realli need a pal la... I wan to receive sms from friends abt any stuff outside sch, i wan to be invited for a movie or a dinner with friends..... All these simple things that my friends have, i dun have.. let's see when will this miracle happen.... the chinese feng shui master said on tv that the people with animal dog will be super lonely this yr... and it's freaking true so far.. i hope this yr will pass asap lor... pls pls pls.. the day when this miracle happen, i will come to blog again.. if not.. then i shall see.. haha

I'm freaking bored, stressed, tired, and lonely.....