I am starting to feel the pressure of being an adult

haha.. my tuition kids are not performing.. and my tuition is stopped... i have been having a slight feeling of this happening but when it realli happen, i'm still shocked and saddened by it. well, i guess(i hope so too) that's the final round of setbacks in my yr of bad luck(this fan tai sui thing is realli making me superstitious, if anyone tell me he can see ghosts or can connect with spirits, i will readily believe it).. never feel like this before in my life.. I'm starting to realli envy my relatively worry-free friends..shit man... that's a sign of wanting to run away from reality... 2 days after i start praying and this happened.. let's see what's god has in store for me..