Sunday, March 02, 2008

work and love in old sph office,

it has been really really long since my last entry here. Well, the temp job in old office has not been as enjoyable/fun as i would expect. it's really nothing like the last time when i worked there for 3 months. The old friends were all so busy and we hardly had chance to go out for lunch together. Everything changed. I had a few misunderstandings and i made a few friends pissed too. I hope time will tell whether i'm a deserving friend....

It's a blessing i met my first love in the office too. It's kind of a puppy love for an old guy like me, it's my first love. The first time i have the courage to chase a girl, rather hastily though. After knowing her for a few days, i had the special feeling and i decided to chase her. though it ended pretty fast too, i did enjoy the brief process a lot. The break up part is really really painful for me but then i guess it's a stage everyone has to go through. Nevertheless, it did make my dry, not that fulfilling life much more interesting and colorful. I have no regrets over what i have done. Though given a 2nd chance(there's no such thing as 2nd chance in life), i would have taken a slower approach. argh..... but then again.. maybe i would end up losing my only chance to chase that girl. Sigh...

This is the 3rd last sem le. i am sure i will continue to be a person who will not live with regrets!